Not sure what is going on we had some good news that hubby got verified for ssi disability & it will start at the end of July......we had our gas bill paid by welfare because of the shut off notice, now we have the electric notice next will be water & trash.
Not sure but we read up on disability & cannot understand it, some says we will get back pay from the time of applying which would be January so I got excited thinking with a lump sum we can put a down payment on a cheaper place or even dared to check out florida....God I HATE winter also may buy a bigger cheap place in the country with my sister who is getting a divorce then we can not worry about losing our home & we can sell this one for between 5 & 10 grand more than we owe & not have big house payments.
But what we read today looks like it sayd for ssi disability they make you wait 6 months but you do not get paif for the first 5? what? we have been going into debt & no income for 6 months & now we will get some but we are supposed to just pick up where we left off when we were paying our own way after no income?
I am really F$$%&*###$ ticked, I HATE this house, have lived here for 24 years & hated for the last 15 at least & now after getting excited that I would soon be able to move out I find this crap out. I told hubby I will blow my head off if we end up without a chunk of money to get another place, it won't be long before we lose this place anyway so what does it matter, & I want to see Jason again anyway more than anything.
Bright side now that we are welfare rats we get a cell! yea we worked so many years & took care of ourselves witout a cell because we had priorities but now that we have nothing else we have a cell...........
Life just sucks!
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