God I am so cruel....hubs was talking to his Dad is is almost invalid & telling me his Dad shouldn't do something "he is sounding like he is off his rocker" I let things get to me & say "like Father like son" so he says "yea right" & I lose it & remind him he once told me that my "I have taken care of you longer & better than your Dad did" he was bragging because he had taken good care of me & he had, so I said back "do you remember telling me that? well at least my Dad died, he didn't give up" I know it was cruel but I tell myself it's ok because in 3 hours he wont remember it.
I friend messaged me today & wanted us to come down, she lives in Alabama she lost her son too & we met online and it would be so nice to sit & talk with another Mom who knows exactly how I feel, & I can't stop crying.
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