I am trying so hard to keep going everything is against me....last night I told my husband "I just can't keep going, I don't WANT to die right now but I just can't wake up in this house another day", his response was "well go somewhere else & do it I don't want to find your body"
How does a person continue on with this? I was down because earlier after pacing because my but gets sore from sitting all day he tells me "go walk the dog" I have told him I can't go down our streets because of the memories of Jason, shit I can't even write here because I cry & im sitting facing the glass wall in the library, the other way & people can see everything i do here.
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